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[Dec. 6th, 2006|04:36 pm] |
Still no clothes for Saturday.
I just got back from IDI.
I think I'm beginning to hate going there.
There's only so many times I can watch somone demonstrate a facial before I wanna shoot someone.
I was thinking about how you're getting your hair cut tomorrow...
and I think I wanna have Pnut cut my hair again too.
It's grown out a lot.
And she is like...the ONLY person that can do my hair and I actually love it.
Yep...I'm gunna do it.
Roni called me yesterday and asked me to pick her up from the airport on Friday...But I'm working. However, I am really excited for her to come home. And then Katharine will be here, and Rachel...and everyone will be back together. That's the best. When friends you haven't seen in the longest time all come together and hang out...It's such a good feeling. Can't wait.
I'm gunna go paint something cause I'm bored.
And then I'm gunna hang out with my boy.
And then I'm gunna go to work.
And then I'm gunna go to my boys bedroom.
And then I'm gunna have some fun with my boy.
all. night. long...
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| God, Elton can't you suck?! |
[Dec. 5th, 2006|07:00 pm] |
IDI tomorrow.
Franny Fran Fran is commin with me.
Yay, I'm excited I don't have to drive alone.
Still no outfits for Saturday night...
Still have to work tonight.
Thanks for offering to take me and pick me up again.
Thats so generous of you.
19 more days until our 10month aniversary.
20 more days until christmas.
21 more days until my birthday!
We did color theory in Makeup class today.
I have Pink and yello tones...
which means blue, purple and green colors look best on me.
Too bad I don't like wearing a lot of makeup.
Ever since I was a little girl, I wanted to be a makeup artist.
And now that I'm getting certified, I feel like I'm really reaching my goals for myself.
Jen had us prep for our Dream Boards today.
My list of dreams consisted of::
Good Health.
Studying different religions.
Studing makup extensively.
Going back to school for Sociology.
Traveling the world.
Traveling especially to India...and Japan...I guess...just for you.
Getting married.
Having kids.
Owning my own home.
Making enough money to provide for myself...and not rely on my husband.
Making enough money to buy my Dad his own business.
Making enough money to buy my mom her own restraunt.
Now I just need to find pictures of all these things, and put them up on my board...
Then I'll need to make a Dream Box...and collect things I see in a magazine, or coins from different countries...and put them in my box every day. At the end of the year I'll remove everything in my box and see what I've actually achieved for myself.
I love Jen.
I love learning all about skin...
Hirsutism : Excessive hair growth on a womans face.
ew dude...shave that shit, you look like a man!
Can't wait until Ch 9...
Human Skin Disorders...
yummy. ehhh. |
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[Dec. 5th, 2006|09:06 am] |
Went shopping with Wendy and all the girls last night.
We went to old town.
And of course, becasue we were looking for one thing...we couldn't find it.
Anywhere. Besides the fact that there was a Flood in Old Town...
Not Forever 21.
Not H & M.
Not Guess.
Not The Gap.
Not Urban Outfitters.
So today I'm going to school, and when I'm there, I have to leave and go shopping with Wendy and Erika. Hopefully we'll find something.
I have work tonight, and I'm not looking forward to going.
At least it's only 2 hours.
We're making our Dream Boards today...not for Paul Mitchell, but for the new Makeup teacher. I already forgot her name. Shit, I wish I was better with names.
I had a dream that I was on the freeway with Carlos and all these other people in a convertable truck...and we were on our way to las vegas...and there was a ton of traffic. When we got to the site of the problem, the freeway was barracaded and 1 police officer was telling thousands of people to turn their cars around and go back the same way they came.
Weird.
I think it was because of the street being blocked off in Old Town.
I'm gunna try to set Alex up with Jo. They would be really cute together. Although shes kind of a bitch, maybe he can tame her! haha. No, they would make a cute couple. So far we've been right...with Ricardo and Roni...so maybe this will work too! We'll see on saturday!
I dreading going to school cause I know Christina is gunna yell at all of us for not going to school on Saturday...oh well, at least we'll all be in trouble together! haha...ohhh Trisha...hey, I'm just happy you finally got laid girl! Two months is far too long...let alone two days! I still love the phone! haha "You're lucky I dont put my phone on vibrate, stick it up there and make Brian call it all day!"....CLASSIC! |
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[Nov. 30th, 2006|10:05 pm] |
My Stratum Granulosum isn't as nice as it should be.
Found out that we have Tivo...I'm so excited!
Can I just say I love The Cao?
I have to say I hate spending the night...mainly because I hate leaving you in the morning. I was sad to leave and go to school today simply because I wanted nothing more but to be by his side all day...however, life goes on, and I need hours.
I went to class (not wanting to be there...)
and my Learning Leader was hung over.
Thank the Lord.
We left and went to Denny's for breakfast.
Yummm.
It was really good.
We went back to class and told ghost stories for about 3 hours...
Then I did a lip and eyebrow wax...
and then My love came to visit me!
It was a good thing too because I needed a back facial model.
Guess who has a pretty back?
CARLOS!
By the time I was finished with the treatment his back was as smooth as a babies bottom!
He was such a good sport about it too...and he fell asleep, so I'm guessing (and he told me) that I did a good job, which made me feel really good.
I've been listening to 103.5...cause they play non stop christmas music, and I love it.
I love the weather, and how I get to snuggle with you to stay warm, and how I get to wear scarfs...
Speaking of scarfs, it's almost finished! It's gunna be nice and warm for you to wear for the rest of the winter! (and for the record...just cause I knit, doesn't make me an old lady! Thank you very much Trisha...)
Ok...Carlos and I are gunna take my brothers to see the Ice Cream house in Altadena cause it's all lit up, I'm excited! ;) |
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[Nov. 30th, 2006|01:55 am] |
Ahhh...today, today.
School.
Home.
Carlos.
Work.
Carlos.
Thanks for always being so patient with me babe...and always calming my mind when I start to worry about things. You hit the nail on the head when you asked "Do you love me RIGHT now?"...and I said..."Yes, of course"...That put everything into perspective. You're so good at that. You're amazing at everything you do. I'm so glad that I have you by my side, and that you love and support me the way you do.
I was talking to Melissa today and she was expressing some deep feelings...About a lot of different, and really personal stuff...and everything she's feeling now, I felt before I met you. I realized today that you bring me true happiness. Before I met you I was trying to make myself happy with instant gratification...and things just dont work that way. After talking to melissa I realize that I have right in font of me what other people, twice my age are still looking for. I know I've told you that before...but now I understand that concept in a whole new meaning. Thank you...for everything you do.
And I feel so blessed to be your inspiration. And you are mine in many many ways! I'm so proud of you for who you are and what you're accomplishing (and have accomplished ) on your own. I love you for exactly who you are...and I'm so sorry for my lack of patience....I know I need to work on it...oh yeah, and I'm sorry for pinching you! :) haha. That was so cute. But honestly...I just love you.
I love when I catch you just staring at me.
I love when you grp my hand before I get the chance to grab yours.
I love when you know I'm cold and automatically come hold me.
I love how you hold me...period.
I love love love when you kiss my forehead...
I love love love when you play with my hair.
I love the way you smell
I love the way you do your hair
I love the way you get along so well with my family...you fit in perfectly.
I love it when you drop me off and pick me up from work...it's so cute.
I love when you snore...realize you're doing it, wake up...ask me what happened...and then fall back asleep and start snoring 10 seconds later.
I love the way you know me better than anyone else.
You know exactly what to say, and the perfect moment to say it.
I love what you're getting me fore christmas...and I want it! ;)
I loved going to look at christmas lights with you...
I love this time of year with you.
Ahhh...I just love you! You're amazing...and so wonderful...and such a blessing.
And I love you more right now than I did 3 seconds ago.
;)
Thank you for everything you do for me. I know you really love me...and I really love you.
God truly sent me an angel... |
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| Sleep Over's never get old...as long as they're with the right people. |
[Nov. 20th, 2006|11:50 am] |
I just talked with Joe. Saddle Ranch lived up to his expectations last night, if you know what I mean. It was nice of him to extend the invite, however, when it came time to get ready last night, all I waned to do was sleep my little heart out. And I did just that. We're going to see a movie today. Not sure which one. I'm sure we'll be going to Paseo, considering it's close to both of us. I like hanging out with Joe...he makes me happy. Probably do some shopping today. I need to get started on the christmas presents while the getting it hot.
My wish list for Christmas...
Clothes
A MAC kit
That weekend trip for two that my parents are giving Marc and Patty and Sean and Tiffany...
A new car.
My wish list for my birthday (Dec 26th)
A new puppy.
Sidekick 3 (pink or green)
That cute bag I told you about...The pink one.
And whatever else anyone wants to get me.
And it's not Snakes and Snails and Puppy Dog Tails...It's SLIME and Snails and Puppy dog tails.
Get. It. Right. |
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| Oh my, how long it has been... |
[Nov. 20th, 2006|01:48 am] |
I suppose making up some excuse as to why I haven't written on here would be very cliche...so let us resort to not using any excuse, yet blame it soley on a time lapse.
There...all better.
After some extensive thinging and even some soul searching, I must say, I am quite tired.
The reason for my soul searching you ask?
Well...there are many...
1. Doubt
In myself, my friends, my family, my life...
2. A Movie
A movie that holds the title of "State Evidence"
3. Memories
Of way too many people to name.
Let's touch on number 1.
All I have to say is that without some certain people in my life, I would be living in a mental institute. Well, not exactly, but you get the picture. If it weren't for their support and love, even when they're unaware of giving it, I would be continually depressed. Someone once told me (and Im not quite sure if I've stated this in here before,) that depression is mearly a circle. If you are unable to get yourslef out of that circle, you'll be grounded for life. However, if you break the circle...think outside of your mind and it's confinements...you'll be fine. So with that being said....thank you to My mom, who continually breaks not only my circle, but many, many others. And to Carlos...you get the award for Best Circle Breaker ever. Hands down. Even when I am in the deepest depths of confusion and sadness, you are usually the one that will help me find my core. And to God. Enough said.
And number 2.
Quite possible the saddest movie ever made. The worst part about it? We all know someone in that same situation. Well...I shouldn't be so bold. Perhaps, we all might know someone in the same situation. As for me, I know that situation all too well...and what I wouldn't do for one last conversation, just to have made him go for a walk and take a breather...anything. Deepest movie ever...so entirly depressing.
Finally number 3.
The list (in no particular order)
Eugenia Sellitto
Frank Sellitto
Timothy Bateman
Laura Zeleniski
Jerry Sellitto
Lena Salerno
Paul, Louie, Sebastion, Russell...
It goes on.
I miss you. And I wish more so now than ever before that I could get one hug... one look in the eyes. Anything.
Deep breath.
Deep breath.
Deep breath.
Moving on.
Skin. is. In. As previously stated by Christina.
Being a skin student is great. My Stratum Granulosum has never looked better. However, I am slightly jealous of Cosmo. Of people such as Jake. Melissa. Denise. Francisco. Franchesca. They are the blondes that have more fun. And we, well...we're the ashy browns.
But I have a feeling that with more practice and confidence...Ashy brown will be the new blonde.
Still searching for a makeup teacher. Where oh where for art thou?
Party it up like never before.
Kissing girls.
Drinking the most expensive vodka in the world.
How about dinner on top of pasadena.
A "stroll" down colorado blvd.
Party with the greatest people alive.
Party under the covers all night long.
Hard wax.
Go Cao.
It's a great day at the Cao Institute, a Paul Mitchell Partner school....this is (state your name) speaking, how may I help you? |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2006|08:02 am] |
Went out to dinner with the family + Carlos last night. It was nice.
I didn't even know yesterday was Friday. I'm so confused! My schedual for school is Tursday thru Saturday...so I never know what day it is!
I didn't go to class yesterday, and I don't think I'm gunna go today. I think that staying home and giving myself a crash coruse on ch 8 and ch 10 will be better for me, versus sitting in class and taking breaks and talking to the girls and then taking lunch and then more breaks, all the while wishing I was home anway and therefore being wayyy to tired to do antyhing.
Yeah, I'm gunna stay home.
You know what? After I thought about the name OVAFT I really started to like it. And then I thought about how it's kinda long...but then I realized that there are so many other names that are much, much longer. So I like it. Haha, Not that it matters.
Today's List of things to do:
1. Work out.
2. Shower.
3. Work on ch 8 and ch 10
4. Go to Jules' football game at Gcc tonight! ;)
I'm so excited to see him play. I haven't seen any of my friends in a lonnng ass time, so I know when I show up I'm gunna get so much shit. Ahhh....But, it should be lots of fun.
OK...To the treadmill. |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2006|05:27 pm] |
I didn't go to school today.
I was way too tired to move.
I called my "learning Leader" over at Paul Mitchell, and she said she compleately understood cause she was tired herself.
Thank the Lord for Understanding people.
I think I only have 30 or so hours...
I can only miss up to 60 hours and then I have to pay for every hour I'm over.
Guess I wont be missing much class.
I've been getting so much shit from Joey, Ben, Jules and Mike about not hanging out. And I feel really back about it...I don't want them to think I'm a flake or anything, cause I'm not, I've just been sooooo busy lately.
So anyway, I stayed home today and took a nap.
I slept from 10 to 1...
I woke up with a huge headache...
And now I'm tired again!
I think this is my body's way of telling me I need to slow down a bit.
I don't think I can ever get enough sleep.
Ever.
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[Sep. 19th, 2006|07:51 am] |
I've had to way up early every morning since last monday. That's one week and one day now.
I haven't had a day off since last monday. That's once week and one day that i've been out doing something.
I want a break.
I need a break.
If I don't sleep well for a long peroid of time, evenutally it will catch up with me...and I'll be a total bitch, and cry and complain about how tired I am. Literally. So I think after class today, I'm going to come home and knock out.
And I need to call AnF.
Seems I'll be working there again cause I can't find anywhere else that deals with my schedual so well. Boo.
I've been doing a loooot of praying lately.
I really need some help with this one thing.
Like, really, really.
Oh please, oh please.
I want to delete my myspace. If I have it private, then there are some people that can't see it, and want to (that I know, of course)...However, if I don't have it private, theres some poeple that can see it ( people I know...and don't know, ewww ). So It's a lose, lose situation. Besides the fact that I go on it less and less now, and I don't even look around. I log in, look at my messages and comments, and then I close it. Basically I have it for Roni, Alli, Jill, Adam...etc....People I don't see all the time. And now that I've gone on about Myspace for way too long, I'll be stopping.
I was taking a shower last night and I was thinking about my dad...and I really miss him. I know he'll be home soon, and he'll be better.....but I miss him.
It sucks cause Patty and Marc brought Cade (my godson) over to our house on sunday...and he was walking around saying "papa"....it was very cute, but I can tell it made my mom kinda sad.
But we all know he's gettin better.
My cousin Frankie is home.
He's pretty cool.
He's the one that got me into good music at an early age.
I remember listening to Nirvana and Green Day when I was wayyy little. And it's only grown since then.
For some reason he calls me Wookie.
I don't know why....but he does.
And he still calls me that to this day!
Yesterday he called my work and I answered the phone and it went something like this...
Frankie : Can I speak to Elaine Savala Please?
Me: Who is this?
Frankie: Her son? Who's this?
Me: Her niece...
Frankie: WOOOOKKKKKKIIIIEEEEE!
haha it was cute.
He's fuckin crazy, but I love him.
Carlos and I got in our first real fight the other night.
We've bickered and whined before...
But this was real.
I dont even know how it started! haha
Basically, we were about to go to sleep.
And he said something.
and I did something.
And then we hated eachother for about 10 minutes.
And I was laying up on my bed, and he was on the floor...
and he looked so cute, rolled in a ball.
So I gave in this time, and went down to him and kissed hime goodnight.
And he looked at me...and said "I don't even know why we were fighting! I can't remember how it started!"
And I said "I know!"
And then we made up.
For a long time.
Anyway! I have school...I need to go get ready.
A Dios Mo-Fukkasss |
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[Sep. 17th, 2006|08:46 am] |
School has been great.
Carlos has been a meanie.
(not really though)
And I've been busy as hell.
I really hope that once school starts for him, and we're both in school and working, that we'll still have a lot of time to hang out and see eachother. Cause I would probably be depressed if we couldnt.
But, Where theres a Will, theres a way.
Work today.
Then Home for my sisters b-day party. Shes 9 today! ;)
Then some lovin....if ya know what I mean.
OK, I need to get ready for work. ;) |
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| Remember the Lord in everything you do, and He will bring you success! ;) |
[Sep. 11th, 2006|10:10 am] |
I'm feelin pretty good right now.
God is Blessing me with a lot of good things.
And I love him.
I have Carlos.
My Dad is getting better.
I have an apt on Tuesday to see if I can get funding for school, which i've been praying a lot to God and St. Bernadette for.
Then, on tuesday I start school at the Paul Mitchell School...and God willing I do get the help, then I'll be going there for sure.
I called Abercrombie last night and talked to Chris. He's gunna see what he can do to get me back on as overnight. I might have to apply again cause it's been such a long time since I worked there.
So yea.
Someone gave me some advice, and told me that it's a good thing that things are up in the air right now...cause that means they'll just fall into place when God allows it.
;)
Thanks Babe.
I love ya!
I'm off today...and I think I'm just gunna work out and veg out.
I'm tired.
Like, really tired.
Thank you Lord for your help with everything! |
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[Sep. 10th, 2006|09:09 am] |
I can't stop thinking about our conversation last night.
And I feel bad about it.
You have to understand that I don't want to be in the middle of it.
And that I wasn't mad at all.
I don't hate you either.
It's just that I don't like re-living the past.
Especially that part.
Ya know?
However, I hope that possibly, one day, things can work out.
But that's for him to decide, not me.
Like I said, I don't want/need to speak for him.
He's his own person.
Anyway...I was looking at some of my friend's profiles from highschool...
I really miss "the Bros + Jules" haha.
Good times hanging out with those boys.
Church today.
I'm so poor I can't even see straight.
Phone bill.
Insurance bill coming up.
Thank God my mom is taking care of my parking tickets...I have two. Cause I fucking hate putting money in the meeter. Parking should be free...you're gunna end up spending money where ever you go anyway.
Lyly, Carlos told me you said Hello.
So Hello, I miss you too. Love u! How's grandma doin out there? I miss her already...and it's only been a couple days! Tell her I said to come home soon, and that 3 months is way too long.
We went to Avanti's Cafe on Lake last night for some yummy pizza.
Very good.
Then over to Old Town for some 21 choices...
Btw, 21 choices is really really good.
I had forgotten how good it was.
anyway
Shower.
Church.
Break.
Church.
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[Sep. 7th, 2006|09:03 am] |
It's about damn time Marge! I'm glad...After what we talked about, i'd say there are a few brownie points to ba added....if he keeps it up haha.
I have work today.
Then the Lova Lova
The (I think) Hanging out with my brothers and my sister while my momma goes to a meeting.
I miss my dad. Already. And he left yesterday.
Heather left me a message.
They invited both Carlos and I to the boat party.
I'm excited.
It should be a lot of fun.
She sais we can ride with her and Scott, if we don't ride with Marc and Patty.
Cause I know we're both gunna want to drink.
So we'll see.
I woke up this morning and my legs are sooo sore from the treadmill last night. I ran with an 8.0 incline...and boy, am I feelin it!
It was nice hanging out with Dannielle last night, I forgot how much fun I had hanging out with him.
Dude, I want to see that picture of Tom and Katie's baby!
(I like how I call them by their first name, like I know them or something)
Now I'm all excited for going to Vegas for Carlo's b-day.
I need to talk to Dena, and if not, Danielle said she would let me borrow her Id...so we'll see.
It's gunna be fun,fun,fun till her daddy takes the t-bird away...
I dont know what the hell I'm talking about.
I was thinking back on when I was single, and always hanging out with different people, buying clothes and other things, going places by myself, feeling independent...
Bull Shit.
I realize now that I was hanging out with different people cause I really wanted to take my mind off of One.
I was buying clothes cause I wanted to look good for One.
I went places by myself, but I really wanted to be with One.
I was feeling Independent cause I didn't have One.
And now I have Him.
And I go out with different people cause I genuinly miss them.
I buy clothes cause I genuinly need/want them.
I go places by myself cause I like to.
I still feel independent cause He allows me to.
Looks like I've found the perfect guy for me.
And when I do think back, and when I do miss going to parties, or clubs with my friends, I realize, that all the times I did those things, and went those places, I was searcing for what I have in front of me right now.
So, While you go to clubs, and get way too drunk at your friends house, or go shopping for that new cute shirt...
I'll be here, with my love, holding him close.
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[Sep. 7th, 2006|01:24 am] |
So I'm sitting here at home...hanging out, and my cousin Joe and His friend walk in the door.
Now, I know I've met this guy before...
He's been friends with my cousins forever...
But something ...just something is different.
Then I think...
Back to when I had seen him on myspace...
and his default picture was of a headshot...
And I ask him.."hey, what's with your Myspace picture...were you an actor?"
and he says "actually, I was...and I still am."
And I say " oh? What movies have you/are you going to be in"
and he replies (his name is Jimmy, by the way): I played Pugsley in the Adam's Family...and I've just been casted as a cop on Bad Boys 3...
hahaha...it was so weird, cause he actually still looks like Pugsley, except, much, much skinnier.
He's an alright guy.
He overstepped some boundaries with some jokes, and that bothered me. However, overall, he's not too bad.
anyway - I can't sleep. So I cam on here. I'm bored. I need to change my myspace song, and I can't find any music i really really like right now...
ok, I'm gunna try to go back to sleep now.
Ciao! |
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[Sep. 6th, 2006|09:00 pm] |
If you knew half of what was going on, you'd think way differently of me. But I keep my personal life close, just to keep you confused.
Went over to the Paul Mitchell School today...
I'm really hoping things work out with them,
cause I really want to go there...So, we'll see.
lol...Carlos is sitting here trying to sing Coheed songs with his ear phones on...and he sounds nothing like he thinks he does. It's very cute. A for effort babe!
Oh no...now he's singing Roxanne to me....while i'm sitting here laughing at him. I love you....lol you BIG BIG BIG DORK. ;) Damn, you smell so good.
Put on the red light...
you dont have to
put on the red liiiiiight!
I love the Police...well, in this case, Fall Out Boy.
I give in, I have a secret to tell you...
I listend to Paramore on the Treadmill.
Stop Laughing.
You were right...
she's not that bad.
However, I also listened to The Academy Is...and a little bit of AFI.
I need to change the mucis in my Ipod.
Listening to Old OLD OLD FOB now...
Patrick sounds like a chick.
Yep. Crazy...
Our conversation :
Krystal: I'm hungry
Carlos: (Uninterested) you are?
Krystal: Yes...
Carlos: (looking for music on his Ipod)
Carlos:I love this song (That's so you, by The Rocket Summer)
Krystal:Isn't this the song I said I'd play for you at your funeral...if you were to die? Or was it you that said you'd play it for me?
Carlos: No, I'd play the Daphny Loves Derby one.
Krystal: Oh, ok.
Carlos: (kisses my forehead)
Krystal: Wanna go eat food?
Carlos: I'm not hungry...
Krystal: I like listenting you music with you, while you're holding me and singing to me...
Carlos: I do too, I love doing that. (singing Brightest By Copeland to me)
Krystal:Love you...you ARE the brightest little firefly in my jar...;)
carlos: i love you with my whole heart and i will always love you and hold you tight and sing to you no matter what
Krystal: Oh...I guess you DO. And I'll always be here for you to hold, and love, and kiss, and touch, and sing to, and whisper to, and give hugs to and I'll always be you're biggest supporter and best friend. Love you.
carlos: love you too:)
Krystal ::KISSES::
WE SMELL GOOD TOGETHER! |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2006|10:12 pm] |
Went to my cousin Joe's house in Burbank last night...it was cool. Basically hung out for a bit...I wasn't drinking, and missed my baby, so I left. Met up with Carlos at Jesse's house....then we went to starbucks in eagle rock...like we do all the time haha, and they got our order wrong, so they gave us a drink for free...and Carlo's decides to drink it...and by the time we get back to his house, he's like, sick to his stomach for a bit...I felt bad for him.
I was too tired to drive home, so I just spent the night. Woke up this morning and went to My church at 8:00 Mass...and then went over to his church around 9:15. It was a very Holy morning. haha....but it felt good...like, we acomplished so much, so early. THEN, Carlos, being the spoiled bratt that he is, went over to the Glendale Galleria and bought a new IPod...While I was home, cleaning the house.
But I wasn't mad, at least he got here in time to give me my Ipod as I started running on the treadmil. It's always so much easier to run when I have my ipod.
Anyway...Went over to Ricardo's cousin's house cause they were having a cake for him....it was cool...His cake said Happy Birthday To The Coolest Guy Ever...or something along those lines, it was funny.
So we chilled at his cousins house for a bit and then came back over to my house for a bbq with my family. It was fun too. Then Roni, Ricardo, Wendy and John came over. My brother Sean came over, which was cool. His girlfriend is looking more and more pregnant every time I see her. I think I'm gunna go with her to the doctors on Tuesday, since it's my day off, to see the baby and hear her heart beat...
Well, at least I hope it's a her...We're not sure yet.
Speaking of BABIES.
Carlos is getting a chiwawa (spelling?) for me! ...Well, for us. We need to think of a name. He said we should name it Monkey...I dunno about Monkey....but we'll see. I'm really excited. It's still a little baby! ;)
We watched Love Actually today...I love that movie...It's probably one of my all time favorites. So cute. I want it to be christmas already!....well, I pretty much just want it to be cooler outside. I love winter! ;)
I'm just looking for an excuse to wear my pink coat....oh please winter, come soon! |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2006|05:13 pm] |
Carlos is at band practice...
Roni is watching the USC game with Ricardo...
Mike is watching the Notre Dame game...
Joey won't answer his phone...
Neither will Ben...
Tommy is in Palm Springs...
Jules is is San Diego...
Boooo hooo....
I'm bored.
Save me. |
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[Sep. 1st, 2006|04:05 am] |
So I was just looking at someone's Myspace page...and it made me sad, and happy at the same time.
It made me happy cause I know how you're feeling.
And I feel so blessed to know that feeling of being in love.
And I can tell you feel it too.
And I'm happy for you.
On the other hand,
I was sad.
I was sad because the music and the nicely timed pictures made me think about growing up.
Growing up makes me so sad.
Cause then it eventually leads to death.
And I dont like to think about death.
So therefore I should not be thinking about growing up, or the future...at all.
When I was younger, I couldnt wait to "grow up", and have a boyfriend, and a job and go to college, and be able to drive, and wear whatever I wanted and get a tatoo...
and here I am.
And I have every single one of those things.
And I'm scared to death of now.
and the future.
Oh man.
I need to stop, I'm making myself crazy.
I have ever been a part of something that you loved, and made you feel whole...
but then , for one reason or another, you let it go...
Only to realize later, that the one thing not olny made you feel whole, but made you really happy.
Yea...Thats how I'm feeling.
I should have stayed in choir...
I should have kept singing.
I should have stayed in dance...
I should have kept dancing.
I sang in choir for about 4 years...and I danced for...fuck, I can't even remember....
My first dance class was when I was four.
then I went into gymnastics...
and then I played volleyball for a couple of years,
and then I went back to dance...
I need to find a studio and a teacher...I miss it way too much.
;(
Thanks for taking some time to try to teach me guitar...It might take a while, so I thank you, in advance, for your patience with me.
Love you.
I love my new job.
I've only been there for 3 days
and already i feel so much closer to God.
I hope, with some help from the saints, that my prayers get answered....
cause I need some clarity.
The End |
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[Aug. 29th, 2006|10:35 pm] |
So, I got my gift today.
And it's beautiful.
It fits me perfectly.
And it's just my taste.
Thank you.
I have to say, I was shocked at how much you spent, but I honestly, don't mind the "up-grade" haha.
I love you babe.
thank you so much.
I'll wear it proudly, every day, no matter what.
LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE YOU.
And i'm so happy that we bought all those movies.
One down
three to go.
I love you. and thank you, so much...for my beautiful, beautiful gift.
Anyway, work, alllll day tomorrow....fun. |
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